Is it a begining of my life or an end !?

Tonight was a special night because it was the eve of school opens.I am not a student already.Is it a begining of my study or an end of that !? I have not found the answer yet. cheer up.Two words are really useful and right which are "The distance of road is quite short but you can't get the end if you don't walk out your first step. The work is so little but you can't finish it if you don't try working."